A freezing day ,dated 30 DEC 2006.(reality of my life)

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This is my life story which i need to share with u all .my name is shantanu mishra ,a man full of dream and positivity ,lived in kanpur,Uttarpradesh,INDIA.
Now I am 38yrs(2023) old; but at the age of 20 (the age to achieve a lot) I just completed my hotel management.

THIS IS ME AT THAT TIME 18 YRS AGO.

On 30 DECEMBER 2006,There was a cold morning and also a freezing day for me, time was 9:00AM, I had a bike ride for 30Km approx. Suddenly i felt a strong sensation in my whole body while riding.suddenly I stopped my bike at the roadside and had a tablet of VICKS action500 with tea from nearby teastall.

After some rest ,I restart my bike with confidence, but a little way passed i realized the same feel again and I losting my grip over my bike and due to realizing this critical situation, i decided to get back home as soon as possible but on the way to my home,at the traffic signal i need to stop my bike,but unfortunatly i was unable to do so because my right foot was on the break ,but not working and becoming like freezed and twisted down .rather that with the help of my left leg i reached to nearer PCO. I made a first call to my friend and secondly to my father but i was feeling that something is happening to my body, at that time i feel like my lower portion from down to neck was becoming zero perhaps people looked At me and with the purpose to help me, they took me to the nearby hospital named,BHARGAV NURSING HOME.but my badluck was already started,thatswhy there was not even a single one doctor presented at that time to treat me. I become unconcious for 4-5minute ,local people found my father’s visiting card from my wallet and they ring my parents to pass the information about this incident,after some time they reached at hospital .

When my parents reached to the hospital, the time was 10:30am and I was treated by drip of glucose only and doctors advised me for MRI.My parents decided to get me up to nearby SURAJ Hospital ,but from there doctor reffered me to KMC HOSPITAL,where Dr.RAJIV KENT and PUNEET AGGARWAL attended me but due to several bottle of glucose my body becomed fluffy and people was thinking that i was getting fatty, after some days passed my body’s fluffyness shrinked and I become thin ,and due to this circumstancies between just 15days i had a bedsore on my hip area and doctors advised to took me up to my home because the treatment is allmost completed and they prescribe for daily exercise.

My fastfriend Mr.sourabh chorasiya and my father tried for a specialist advice from dr.NIRMAL PANDEY but unfortunatly and due to my badluck they were unable to meet doctor because he was out of India to attend some medical confrence.

Now my parents and family friends decided again to take one more chance at PGI LUCKNOW ,and we reached there,where DR.PRADHAAN attended me and after a full checkup he told us that “whatever dose is very essential for me between very first 15days was not given to me yet and the time was barded”because i already passed 40 -45 days And after that dr.Pradhaan told us to take a chance again for that very dose and started that perticular treatment(that was may be a course of 24 injection).

But again due to my badluck ,after 2-3 injection ,my body was not responding and that particular dose reacted me,like a very high fever(105 degree),shivering in my body and a type of small white ulcer at the chest area. because of these type of reactions doctors stopped that particular treatment.and whatever i was eating as my diet,was getting out in the form of fluff from those bedsore. and the doctors started to cure those bedsore beside of treating me of my acutual disease.

At that time the JUNIOR DOCTORS’S OF PGI ,disappointed me by opening my bedsore without any permission and knowledge ,and when they were unable to understand, how to dress,they leave my bedsore openly.that was a really very bad situation for me .against of this act ,DR .pradhaan got violently anger upon those juniors .

Dr.pradhaan declair the accutal disease from which i was suffering named(G.B.SYNDROME WITH MYELOPATHY ) and told us about this ,that both G.B.Syndrome and myelotis it happens very rearly in one person ,from which i am suffering and ensured us that watever treatment is possible through neurologhy was already applyed and nothing would be rest to be treated and now they adviced my parents to took me up to home or apply plastic surgery at those bedsore .on that very time the counting of those bedsore become 13 .

My doctors decided to discharge me but at that time my family was really faceing a crisise regarding finance also ,my father was very upset and after a meet with me,he came out and sit outside the PGI hospital for a while and searching for a solution. at that very time his phone rings ,and accidentally there was a call of one of his very good friend, my father attended the call and made him know about my disease only ,nothing else and that uncle show his cunsern at the back of anger and said to my father,”I am sending you something by hand with a faithful person and you have to except that”like this way every friend ,each one of my father’s friend, help a lot .This type of friendship is very rare to see in the world. We all are really very thankful to all of them.

Now I was transfered from PGI LUCKNOW TO R.K.DEVI HOSPITAL ,KANPUR. Where DR.ASHUTOSH BAJPIEE start his treatment of those only bedsores beside of my accutual disease. after some day doctor told my father about my only treatment of bedsore was going on as well as there was a symtoms of infection also, and my main disease is still as it is.and the treatment of only bedsore would be done at home also ,so that we have to get back to our house and better is to discharged.

Now we were at home and my dressing of bedsore was a part of life thrice a day and the tempreature of my body was always still constant on 105 degree +shivring all the time.and i was unable to eat a little bit because of the feel of vomit while seeing the food.

Dr.ashutosh bajpiee and Dr.navneet both came to my house to see me .and suggested for exercise also.after some days passed i was living just like of using double double blankets in summer and like of coolers in winter. after some month passed ,there was a winter season,My lovable sir MR.JAY KUMAR came with his family ,they came from CHENNI to KANPUR only to meet me and they gave me more power and strength by there prayers and with lots of blessing and cards and gifts sended by friends of my college and church. I felt very happy to saw all of them one more time in front of me. really i am always be very much thankful to all of them for there kind care and support.

I passed my futher two years with 105 degree fever and shivring in my body ,just for expecting a positive response.My parents used to study some ayurvedic books to take a chance and started following with some ayurvedic medicine,because of these medi dose my fever and shivring become down and i started eating of little bit and the time passed.my parents applyed homeopathy medicine also on me.whoever came to see me and advice ,my parents starts following them only with the hope of positive responce. Everybody started experiment on me and between all of them i was just hoping better for me with seeking eyes. but again the symtoms of nagativity appears and the flexibility of my body becomes tightern. The way of dressing these 13 bedsore held the same and the only thing passed is TIME.”approximatly five big years”.

In the year 2011 all my bedsore got cured and me also become quite healthy (healthy means as it is like before stage) then before but the main thing was the pelvic portion of right leg got infected and because of those bedsores in my whole back body like(2 bedsore was in knees,2 are in legs,2 are in elbows,2 are in hip area,1 was in back of chest area and 1 was in tail area) injured badly.my hands,legs and spinal cord become rigorous and bended because of this tightness i was unable to sit.we went many places to consult many doctors but we were unable to found any type of positive responce.

OUT OF ALL I LEARNED HOW TO USE MOBILE (ANYRIOD PHONE) WITH MY TONGUE.and due to my this special quality i was able to search and study about my disease and i was able to keep me in touch of many social sites and my friends also.This would feel me closer to my friends also.

due to some family problems only the routeen treatment are taking place. may be my parents dissappears,and at that time nobody used to restart the treatment beside of that particular routeen and i also does’t want any new experiment upon me.

Some more time passed . In 2014 AN AYURVEDIC DOCTOR,DR.GOYAL FROM KANPUR analysises my disease and prescribe some medicine for use.also he made a meet to some more doctors in LUCKNOW for the purpose of my that particular infection.and they all had a deep checkup of my that infected area and prescribe some more medicine to take ,but again my badluck i had, not even a single one persent of relief.

In 2015,i went to DELHI, where my family doctor, DR.ASHOK GUPTA OF ORTHOPATIC, promised me that ,he will made be able to sit properly on the chair.but the main thing was, my thigh area was very week to have any operating treatment .so he advised me to take proper diet to become little stronger . during that time period we went to AIIMS also,where doctors refused me to take even a single one look or attend.and we got back to kanpur.

now i started take care of my diet and health to become stronger then before and after a long period of two years again my family doctor Dr.Ashok Gupta reached kanpur to saw me and analysised that now i was quite healthy to be operated and he told me that he will try his level best ,and by operating treatment of my legs area,he will made be able to sit on the wheelchair and he asked me to arrive Delhi soon. We went for Delhi after 15 days where Dr.Ashok had a full checkup of my body and made a team of orthopadic Doctors to study my case history and desided to first operate a bone of left thigh .

Next day they cut the bone of my left thigh so that my left leg became straight as well as after 5 day they done the same with my right leg so that we saw the result and my both legs become straight positively.but the main infection was same as before.and my Doctor refused to operate that particular infected area because there was a chances of risk of life, but I want to remove this infection at any cost so , I myself prepared me and my parents to take a chance and had a talk to my Dr.Ashok Gupta .He told us about every nagative point either they had to cut my right leg or a risk of life too if they occupy an operation, but we were agreed for any result beside this to remove my leg.I request my doctor for trying there level best to remove the infection either of removing my leg and lets handle whatever would be happend after my this serious operation. I was ready for everything now.

Dr.Ashok gupta first consult to there Doctors team and they were also agreed for this operation. after two days they operate me and by the grace of God and my experinced doctor the operation were successful. but that particular infection was not fully removed .Now my doctor told me ,if that infected area release some fluff ,it indicates that infection is not fully removed either if it gets dry was a indication of removel of infection.

After some days my doctor and my father’s friend ordered for a wheelchair according to my comfort and after 15days of remaining treatment my doctor discharged me and i got back to kanpur again According to my doctor advice i have to sit on wheelchair daily and he told me that i’ll not get any problem during this routeen as well as i started physiotheraphy of my legs and arms too but my legs are becoming tightern ,may be due to this but i continue my routeen of sitting on wheelchair and physiotharephy because i feel quite good by this routeen…………..

One more year about to pass. And i ami still the same as before.

God knows what is in my mystery box of life. But i am positive and waiting for a miracle.

THESE ARE MY RECENT PICTURES.

THIS IS MY CASE HISTORY

एक औरत( ek Maa aur ek Humsafar) 🙏♥️

औरतें सिर्फ शक्ल और ज़िस्म
से ही खूबसूरत नहीं होतीं,
बल्कि वो इसलिए भी खूबसूरत होती हैं,
क्योंकि प्यार में ठुकराने के बाद भी,
किसी मर्द पर तेज़ाब नहीं फेंकती !
उनकी वज़ह से कोई पुरुष
दहेज़ में प्रताड़ित हो कर फांसी नहीं लगाता !

वो इसलिए भी खूबरसूरत होती हैं,
क्योंकि उनकी वजह से लड़कों को
रास्ता नही बदलना पड़ता,
वो राह चलते लड़को पर
अभद्र टिप्पड़ियां नही करती!

वो इसलिए भी खूबसूरत होती हैं,
क्योंकि देर से घर आने वाले
पति पर शक नही करती,
बल्कि फ़िक्र करती है!
वो छोटी छोटी बातों पर
नाराज़ नही होती,
सामान नही पटकती,
हाथ नही उठाती,
बल्कि पार्टनर को समझाने की,
भरपूर कोशिश करती हैं !

वो तकलीफ़ सह कर भी
रिश्ते इसलिए निभा जाती हैं,
क्योंकि वो अपने माँ बाप का
दिल नही तोड़ना चाहती !

वो हालात से समझौता
इसलिए भी कर जाती हैं,
क्योंकि उन्हें अपने बच्चों के
उज्ज्वल भविष्य की फ़िक्र होती है !

वो रिश्तों में जीना चाहती हैं !
रिश्ते निभाना चाहती हैं !
रिश्तों को अपनाना चाहती हैं!
दिलों को जीतना चाहती हैं !
प्यार पाना चाहती हैं !
प्यार देना चाहती हैं !

हमसफ़र, हमकदम बनाना चाहती हैं।
इसलिए औरतें
सिर्फ शक्ल और ज़िस्म
से ही खूबसूरत नहीं होती ,
वो एक सुंदर मन होती हैं,
जिसे देखने के लिए चाहिए
एक सुंदर नज़र । ❤️❤️

आखिर तुम हो क्या?

आखिर तुम हो क्या???

लबों,की मुस्कान,
या,मीठे दर्द की पहचान,

बंधनों से आजादी,
या,प्रेम का बंधन,

दिल के किताब, में
रखा एक गुलाब,
या,मेरी सुनी रातों का,
एक हसीं ख्वाब,

मेरी आंखों की नींद,
या, मेरी मुस्कान


मेरा प्यार या,
मेरा वहम,

तपती दोपहर में,
पेड़ की छाया,

या, दिल के किसी कोने में..
जलती उम्मीद का एक दिया,

आखिर तुम हो क्या??????
❤️❤️

Madhav’s 1st Birthday🎂🍫😘

Today is the first birthday of our MADHAV Mishra. It is a time of celebration and get worm wishes for the beautiful journey ahead. You are my little rockstar and my comedian too, because Your laughter is contagious, and it brightens up our days. Happy 1st birthday, my little buddy! You’ve brought so much joy and laughter into our lives. you are my pride and joy. Watching you grow has been an incredible journey, and I’m excited to be there for every step along the way. I want to make you know that you have a great family who loves you more than words can describe.
Even though your birthday comes on one more special day (velentine day) so may your birthday be as bright as stars and as wondrous as your dreams, from the morning to the evening and every moment in between! The happy times are just beginning and this day is just for you. It’s a birthday and a Valentine, better than one reason to celebrate, you’ve been given two! Happy Valentine’s Birthday prince Maddy😘😘😘😘

आज हमारे माधव मिश्रा का पहला जन्मदिन है। यह जश्न का समय है और आगे की खूबसूरत यात्रा के लिए शुभकामनाएं प्राप्त करें।  आप मेरे छोटे रॉकस्टार और मेरे कॉमेडियन भी हैं, क्योंकि आपकी हंसी संक्रामक है, और यह हमारे दिनों को रोशन करती है।  पहला जन्मदिन मुबारक हो, मेरे छोटे दोस्त!  आप हमारे जीवन में बहुत खुशी और हँसी लेकर आए हैं।  आप मेरा गौरव और आनंद हैं।  आपको बढ़ते हुए देखना एक अविश्वसनीय यात्रा रही है, और मैं इस रास्ते पर हर कदम पर आपके साथ रहने के लिए उत्साहित हूं।  मैं आपको यह बताना चाहता हूं कि आपका एक महान परिवार है जो आपको शब्दों से अधिक प्यार करता है।
यद्यपि आपका जन्मदिन एक और विशेष दिन (वेलेंटाइन दिवस) पर आता है, इसलिए आपका जन्मदिन सितारों की तरह उज्ज्वल और आपके सपनों की तरह अद्भुत हो, सुबह से शाम तक और बीच में हर पल!  ख़ुशी का समय अभी शुरू हो रहा है और यह दिन सिर्फ आपके लिए है।  यह जन्मदिन और वैलेंटाइन है, जश्न मनाने के एक कारण से बेहतर, आपको दो दिए गए हैं!  हैप्पी वैलेंटाइन्स जन्मदिन prince Maddy😘😘😘😘

Title:- Mundan ceremony of my son (Nephew MADHAV Mishra)

Through this mundan ceremony we represents our commitment to providing lots of love and care to you my little Madhav.
According to Hindu mythology, a soul gets a human body after experiencing 84 lakh yonis. It is believed that every yoni has its influence on human birth. The shaving off the hair is considered to be a gesture of purification from the previous yonis and freedom from the past.
Some also believe that shaving off head helps in stimulating proper growth of the nerves and brain.
So I wish you always be surrounded by love, happiness, and a supportive community. We offer our blessings to you for a life filled with abundance, peace, and prosperity.
Let us celebrate this beautiful child, as a precious gift to this world.God bless you my MADHAV, I LOVE YOU🥰😍😘

शीर्षक:- मेरे बेटे (भतीजे माधव मिश्रा) का मुंडन समारोह

इस मुंडन समारोह के माध्यम से हम आपको ढेर सारा प्यार और देखभाल प्रदान करने की अपनी प्रतिबद्धता का प्रतिनिधित्व करते हैं मेरे छोटे माधव।
हिंदू पौराणिक कथाओं के अनुसार, एक आत्मा 84 लाख योनियों का अनुभव करने के बाद मानव शरीर प्राप्त करती है। ऐसा माना जाता है कि प्रत्येक योनि का मानव जन्म पर अपना प्रभाव होता है। बाल मुंडवाना पिछली योनियों से शुद्धि और अतीत से मुक्ति का संकेत माना जाता है।
कुछ लोग यह भी मानते हैं कि सिर मुंडवाने से नसों और मस्तिष्क के उचित विकास को बढ़ावा मिलता है।
इसलिए मैं कामना करता हूं कि आप हमेशा प्यार, खुशी और एक सहायक समुदाय से घिरे रहें। हम आपको बहुतायत, शांति और समृद्धि से भरे जीवन के लिए अपना आशीर्वाद देते हैं।
आइए हम इस खूबसूरत बच्चे का जश्न मनाएं, इस दुनिया के लिए एक अनमोल उपहार के रूप में। भगवान आपको आशीर्वाद दें मेरे माधव, मैं आपसे प्यार करता हूं🥰😍😘

🙏”फिर से गया एक और यह साल”🙏

पलों के चादर में लिपटकर ,
ये साल भी कहीं गुज़र गया ..
लम्हा भी तज़ुर्बा लिए,
बीते वक़्त के पन्नो में जम गया….

कस्मे टूटीं,गुरूर टुटा,
गुज़रे साल में सबक सीखा….
इरादे ने जिद्द की,फिर से किया वादा,
दस्तक देता नया साल अब भी हँसता रहा!

फिर मेरे वसूल ने मुझसे पूछा…
क्यों है परेशां,किस सोंच में है डूबा?

जा जिंदगी से कह दे,थोड़ा ठहरे दो घड़ी,
जल्दी क्या है,मौत तो वहीँ है खड़ी…
समय नहीं रुकता किसी के रोके,तू भी मत रुक,
ये वक़्त है तेरा,इसे बदलना है जरूरी….

जा समेट ला जिंदगी,न कर इंतज़ार,
मत कर बहाने तू सौ हज़ार…
कुछ कर दिखा,तू निखर जा,
नए साल में इस बार………..!!

🙏😘Happy birthday Papa ji 😘🙏

My father is a guiding force, a friend, and a role model and more and more for me. As i grow up, I realize the significance of my father’s presence in my life and the sacrifices he has made for me is uncountable. He serve as a reminder for others that fathers are not only providers and protectors, but also mentors, guides and a philosopher who taught you the best lessons of your life.
We all know that mother is the strongest person in the world. But did you know that a father is the one who sacrifices his own dreams for the sake of his family!
Yes my Father, my hero
It’s not just a word but there is a huge feeling in it. he is a hidden hero and first guide. Most of you don’t recognise the hurdles that my fathers face just to make me smile,and comfortable at my stage of living life .He always keep working harder ,just to make me feel free from burdens and make me happy without expressing their feelings to me.
He is the only person who always keeps his problems and worries to himself and only shares the happiness.He never let anyone know the struggles he is facing instead he always smiles in front of everybody . My father is a magnanimous figure of inspiration, who we all idolize.
I know now it’s my time to take care of him and his needs .but………. It’s ok….. God “I always pray that you bless my papa with good health, happiness, and peace of mind, Dear God, please guide and encourage my papa , and may he feel your helping presence at every step of the way.please bless my papa with strength, courage, and hope to overcome each and every obstacle or challenge.”
I always pray to God for my rolemodel, my father.
May my papa live long, healthy wealthy life. …… Love u soo much papa.
WISHING YOU A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎂🎉🎂🎉

Wish you a very Happy birthday 🎂🙏😘😍

ये देश है वीर जवानों का,

ये देश है वीर जवानों का, अलबेलों का मस्तानों का
इस देश का यारों क्या कहना, ये देश है दुनिया का गहना

यहाँ चौड़ी छाती वीरों की, यहाँ भोली शक्लें हीरों की
यहाँ गाते हैं राँझे मस्ती में, मचती में धूमें बस्ती में

पेड़ों में बहारें झूलों की, राहों में कतारें फूलों की
यहाँ हँसता है सावन बालों में, खिलती हैं कलियाँ गालों में

कहीं दंगल शोख जवानों के, कहीं करतब तीर कमानों के
यहाँ नित नित मेले सजते हैं, नित ढोल और ताशे बजते हैं

दिलबर के लिये दिलदार हैं हम, दुश्मन के लिये तलवार हैं हम
मैदां में अगर हम डट जाएं, मुश्किल है कि पीछे हट जाएं

ये देश है वीर जवानों का, अलबेलों का मस्तानों का

🙏#दोस्ती#🙏

सुख-दुख के अफसाने का
ये राज है सदा मुस्कुराने का
ये पल दो पल की रिश्तेदारी नहीं
ये तो फ़र्ज है उम्र भर निभाने का
जिन्दगी में आकर कभी ना वापस जाने का
ना जानें क्यों एक अजीब सी डोर में बन्ध जाने का
इसमें होती नहीं हैं शर्तें
ये तो नाम है खुद एक शर्त में बन्ध जाने का

ये तो फ़र्ज है उम्र भर निभाने का
दोस्ती दर्द नहीं रोने रुलाने का
ये तो अरमान है एक खुशी के आशियाने का
इसे काँटा ना समझना कोई
ये तो फूल है जिन्दगी की राहों को महकाने का
ये तो फ़र्ज है उम्र भर निभाने का
दोस्ती नाम है दोस्तों में खुशियाँ बिखेर जाने का

आँखों के आँसूओं को नूर में बदल जाने का
ये तो अपनी ही तकदीर में लिखी होती है
धीरे-धीरे खुद अफसाना बन जाती है जमाने का

ये तो फ़र्ज है उम्र भर निभाने का
दोस्ती नाम है कुछ खोकर भी सब कुछ पाने का
खुद रोकर भी अपने दोस्त को हँसाने का
इसमें प्यार भी है और तकरार भी

दोस्ती तो नाम है उस तकरार में भी अपने यार को मनाने का
ये तो फ़र्ज है उम्र भर निभाने का

💥बड़ी खूबसूरत हो तुम💥

बड़ी खूबसूरत हो तुम,
हम तेरे दीदार में तरस जाते हैं हमसे अच्छा तो तेरे
घर का शीशा है जो हर समय तेरा दीदार करता रहता है!
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम,
तुम्हारी ये आँखें बोलती है,
की जरा पास तो आओ मेरे,
आँखों में डूब तो जाओ मेरे।
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम,
तेरी आँखों के काजल में,
डूब जाने को मन करता है,
काश मैं भी काला काजल होता,
तेरी आँखों की गहराई में डूब जाता।
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम,
तेरे होठों की लाली,
मदहोश कर देती है मुझे,
तेरे होठों के पास आने को कहती है मुझे।
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम,
तेरे गालों को हाथ लगाना चाहता हु मै,
गलों को जोर से खींचना चाहता हु मै,
जब तू मुस्कुराये तो तुझे गुलाब देना चाहता हु मै।
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम,
तेरी खूबसूरती की जितनी भी तारीफ करूँ कम है,
तू मेरे लिए आसमान से आई एक परी है,
मेरी जान तू सिर्फ मेरे लिए ही बनी है।
क्या मेरी बनोगी इस जनम में तुम,
बड़ी ही खूबसूरत हो तुम।

🙏माता पिता ही सब कुछ है🙏

Always love ur parents they always. Try to keep their. Children happy धयान से पढ़ना आँखों में पानी आ जाएगा.

बड़े गुस्से से मैं घर से चला आया ..

इतना गुस्सा था की गलती से पापा के ही जूते पहन के निकल गया
मैं आज बस घर छोड़ दूंगा, और तभी लौटूंगा जब बहुत बड़ा आदमी बन जाऊंगा …

जब मोटर साइकिल नहीं दिलवा सकते थे, तो क्यूँ इंजीनियर बनाने के सपने देखतें है …..
आज मैं पापा का पर्स भी उठा लाया था …. जिसे किसी को हाथ तक न लगाने देते थे …

मुझे पता है इस पर्स मैं जरुर पैसो के हिसाब की डायरी होगी ….
पता तो चले कितना माल छुपाया है …..
माँ से भी …

इसीलिए हाथ नहीं लगाने देते किसी को..

जैसे ही मैं कच्चे रास्ते से सड़क पर आया, मुझे लगा जूतों में कुछ चुभ रहा है ….
मैंने जूता निकाल कर देखा …..
मेरी एडी से थोडा सा खून रिस आया था …
जूते की कोई कील निकली हुयी थी, दर्द तो हुआ पर गुस्सा बहुत था ..

और मुझे जाना ही था घर छोड़कर …

जैसे ही कुछ दूर चला ….
मुझे पांवो में गिला गिला लगा, सड़क पर पानी बिखरा पड़ा था ….
पाँव उठा के देखा तो जूते का तला टुटा था …..

जैसे तेसे लंगडाकर बस स्टॉप पहुंचा, पता चला एक घंटे तक कोई बस नहीं थी …..

मैंने सोचा क्यों न पर्स की तलाशी ली जाये ….

मैंने पर्स खोला, एक पर्ची दिखाई दी, लिखा था..
लैपटॉप के लिए 40 हजार उधार लिए
पर लैपटॉप तो घर मैं मेरे पास है ?

दूसरा एक मुड़ा हुआ पन्ना देखा, उसमे उनके ऑफिस की किसी हॉबी डे का लिखा था
उन्होंने हॉबी लिखी अच्छे जूते पहनना ……
ओह….अच्छे जुते पहनना ???
पर उनके जुते तो ………..!!!!

माँ पिछले चार महीने से हर पहली को कहती है नए जुते ले लो …
और वे हर बार कहते “अभी तो 6 महीने जूते और चलेंगे ..”
मैं अब समझा कितने चलेंगे

……तीसरी पर्ची ……….
पुराना स्कूटर दीजिये एक्सचेंज में नयी मोटर साइकिल ले जाइये …
पढ़ते ही दिमाग घूम गया…..
पापा का स्कूटर ………….
ओह्ह्ह्ह

मैं घर की और भागा……..
अब पांवो में वो कील नही चुभ रही थी ….

मैं घर पहुंचा …..
न पापा थे न स्कूटर …………..
ओह्ह्ह नही
मैं समझ गया कहाँ गए ….

मैं दौड़ा …..
और
एजेंसी पर पहुंचा……
पापा वहीँ थे ……………

मैंने उनको गले से लगा लिया, और आंसुओ से उनका कन्धा भिगो दिया ..

…..नहीं…पापा नहीं…….. मुझे नहीं चाहिए मोटर साइकिल…

बस आप नए जुते ले लो और मुझे अब बड़ा आदमी बनना है..

वो भी आपके तरीके से …।।

“माँ” एक ऐसी बैंक है जहाँ आप हर भावना और दुख जमा कर सकते है…

और

“पापा” एक ऐसा क्रेडिट कार्ड है जिनके पास बैलेंस न होते हुए भी हमारे सपने पूरे करने की कोशिश करते है….….Always Love Your Parents💕