A freezing day ,dated 30 DEC 2006.(reality of my life)

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This is my life story which i need to share with u all .my name is shantanu mishra ,a man full of dream and positivity ,lived in kanpur,Uttarpradesh,INDIA.
Now I am 30yrs old; but at the age of 19 (the age to achieve a lot) I just completed my hotel management.

THIS IS ME AT THAT TIME 11 YRS AGO.

On 30 DECEMBER 2006,There was a cold morning and also a freezing day for me, time was 9:00AM, I had a bike ride for 30Km approx. Suddenly i felt a strong sensation in my whole body while riding.suddenly I stopped my bike at the roadside and had a tablet of VICKS action500 with tea from nearby teastall.

After some rest ,I restart my bike with confidence, but a little way passed i realized the same feel again and I losting my grip over my bike and due to realizing this critical situation, i decided to get back home as soon as possible but on the way to my home,at the traffic signal i need to stop my bike,but unfortunatly i was unable to do so because my right foot was on the break ,but not working and becoming like freezed and twisted down .rather that with the help of my left leg i reached to nearer PCO. I made a first call to my friend and secondly to my father but i was feeling that something is happening to my body, at that time i feel like my lower portion from down to neck was becoming zero perhaps people looked At me and with the purpose to help me, they took me to the nearby hospital named,BHARGAV NURSING HOME.but my badluck was already started,thatswhy there was not even a single one doctor presented at that time to treat me. I become unconcious for 4-5minute ,local people found my father’s visiting card from my wallet and they ring my parents to pass the information about this incident,after some time they reached at hospital .

When my parents reached to the hospital, the time was 10:30am and I was treated by drip of glucose only and doctors advised me for MRI.My parents decided to get me up to nearby SURAJ Hospital ,but from there doctor reffered me to KMC HOSPITAL,where Dr.RAJIV KENT and PUNEET AGGARWAL attended me but due to several bottle of glucose my body becomed fluffy and people was thinking that i was getting fatty, after some days passed my body’s fluffyness shrinked and I become thin ,and due to this circumstancies between just 15days i had a bedsore on my hip area and doctors advised to took me up to my home because the treatment is allmost completed and they prescribe for daily exercise.

My fastfriend Mr.sourabh chorasiya and my father tried for a specialist advice from dr.NIRMAL PANDEY but unfortunatly and due to my badluck they were unable to meet doctor because he was out of India to attend some medical confrence.

Now my parents and family friends decided again to take one more chance at PGI LUCKNOW ,and we reached there,where DR.PRADHAAN attended me and after a full checkup he told us that “whatever dose is very essential for me between very first 15days was not given to me yet and the time was barded”because i already passed 40 -45 days And after that dr.Pradhaan told us to take a chance again for that very dose and started that perticular treatment(that was may be a course of 24 injection).

But again due to my badluck ,after 2-3 injection ,my body was not responding and that particular dose reacted me,like a very high fever(105 degree),shivering in my body and a type of small white ulcer at the chest area. because of these type of reactions doctors stopped that particular treatment.and whatever i was eating as my diet,was getting out in the form of fluff from those bedsore. and the doctors started to cure those bedsore beside of treating me of my acutual disease.

At that time the JUNIOR DOCTORS’S OF PGI ,disappointed me by opening my bedsore without any permission and knowledge ,and when they were unable to understand, how to dress,they leave my bedsore openly.that was a really very bad situation for me .against of this act ,DR .pradhaan got violently anger upon those juniors .

Dr.pradhaan declair the accutal disease from which i was suffering named(G.B.SYNDROME WITH MYELOPATHY ) and told us about this ,that both G.B.Syndrome and myelotis it happens very rearly in one person ,from which i am suffering and ensured us that watever treatment is possible through neurologhy was already applyed and nothing would be rest to be treated and now they adviced my parents to took me up to home or apply plastic surgery at those bedsore .on that very time the counting of those bedsore become 13 .

My doctors decided to discharge me but at that time my family was really faceing a crisise regarding finance also ,my father was very upset and after a meet with me,he came out and sit outside the PGI hospital for a while and searching for a solution. at that very time his phone rings ,and accidentally there was a call of one of his very good friend, my father attended the call and made him know about my disease only ,nothing else and that uncle show his cunsern at the back of anger and said to my father,”I am sending you something by hand with a faithful person and you have to except that”like this way every friend ,each one of my father’s friend, help a lot .This type of friendship is very rare to see in the world. They all neither help us morally nor financially also and we all are really very thankful to all of them.

Now I was transfered from PGI LUCKNOW TO R.K.DEVI HOSPITAL ,KANPUR. Where DR.ASHUTOSH BAJPIEE start his treatment of those only bedsores beside of my accutual disease. after some day doctor told my father about my only treatment of bedsore was going on as well as there was a symtoms of infection also, and my main disease is still as it is.and the treatment of only bedsore would be done at home also ,so that we have to get back to our house and better is to discharged.

Now we were at home and my dressing of bedsore was a part of life thrice a day and the tempreature of my body was always still constant on 105 degree +shivring all the time.and i was unable to eat a little bit because of the feel of vomit while seeing the food.

Dr.ashutosh bajpiee and Dr.navneet both came to my house to see me .and suggested for exercise also.after some days passed i was living just like of using double double blankets in summer and like of coolers in winter. after some month passed ,there was a winter season,My lovable sir MR.JAY KUMAR came with his family ,they came from CHENNI to KANPUR only to meet me and they gave me more power and strength by there prayers and with lots of blessing and cards and gifts sended by friends of my college and church. I felt very happy to saw all of them one more time in front of me. really i am always be very much thankful to all of them for there kind care and support.

I passed my futher two years with 105 degree fever and shivring in my body ,just for expecting a positive response.My parents used to study some ayurvedic books to take a chance and started following with some ayurvedic medicine,because of these medi dose my fever and shivring become down and i started eating of little bit and the time passed.my parents applyed homeopathy medicine also on me.whoever came to see me and advice ,my parents starts following them only with the hope of positive responce. Everybody started experiment on me and between all of them i was just hoping better for me with seeking eyes. but again the symtoms of nagativity appears and the flexibility of my body becomes tightern. The way of dressing these 13 bedsore held the same and the only thing passed is TIME.”approximatly five big years”.

In the year 2011 all my bedsore got cured and me also become quite healthy (healthy means as it is like before stage) then before but the main thing was the pelvic portion of right leg got infected and because of those bedsores in my whole back body like(2 bedsore was in knees,2 are in legs,2 are in elbows,2 are in hip area,1 was in back of chest area and 1 was in tail area) injured badly.my hands,legs and spinal cord become rigorous and bended because of this tightness i was unable to sit.we went many places to consult many doctors but we were unable to found any type of positive responce.

OUT OF ALL I LEARNED HOW TO USE MOBILE (ANYRIOD PHONE) WITH MY TONGUE.and due to my this special quality i was able to search and study about my disease and i was able to keep me in touch of many social sites and my friends also.This would feel me closer to my friends also.

due to some family problems only the routeen treatment are taking place. may be my parents dissappears,and at that time nobody used to restart the treatment beside of that particular routeen and i also does’t want any new experiment upon me.

Some more time passed . In 2014 AN AYURVEDIC DOCTOR,DR.GOYAL FROM KANPUR analysises my disease and prescribe some medicine for use.also he made a meet to some more doctors in LUCKNOW for the purpose of my that particular infection.and they all had a deep checkup of my that infected area and prescribe some more medicine to take ,but again my badluck i had, not even a single one persent of relief.

In 2015,i went to DELHI, where my family doctor, DR.ASHOK GUPTA OF ORTHOPATIC, promised me that ,he will made be able to sit properly on the chair.but the main thing was, my thigh area was very week to have any operating treatment .so he advised me to take proper diet to become little stronger . during that time period we went to AIIMS also,where doctors refused me to take even a single one look or attend.and we got back to kanpur.

now i started take care of my diet and health to become stronger then before and after a long period of two years again my family doctor Dr.Ashok Gupta reached kanpur to saw me and analysised that now i was quite healthy to be operated and he told me that he will try his level best ,and by operating treatment of my legs area,he will made be able to sit on the wheelchair and he asked me to arrive Delhi soon. We went for Delhi after 15 days where Dr.Ashok had a full checkup of my body and made a team of orthopadic Doctors to study my case history and desided to first operate a bone of left thigh .

Next day they cut the bone of my left thigh so that my left leg became straight as well as after 5 day they done the same with my right leg so that we saw the result and my both legs become straight positively.but the main infection was same as before.and my Doctor refused to operate that particular infected area because there was a chances of risk of life, but I want to remove this infection at any cost so , I myself prepared me and my parents to take a chance and had a talk to my Dr.Ashok Gupta .He told us about every nagative point either they had to cut my right leg or a risk of life too if they occupy an operation, but we were agreed for any result beside this to remove my leg.I request my doctor for trying there level best to remove the infection either of removing my leg and lets handle whatever would be happend after my this serious operation. I was ready for everything now.

Dr.Ashok gupta first consult to there Doctors team and they were also agreed for this operation. after two days they operate me and by the grace of God and my experinced doctor the operation were successful. but that particular infection was not fully removed .Now my doctor told me ,if that infected area release some fluff ,it indicates that infection is not fully removed either if it gets dry was a indication of removel of infection.

After some days my doctor and my father’s friend ordered for a wheelchair according to my comfort and after 15days of remaining treatment my doctor discharged me and i got back to kanpur again According to my doctor advice i have to sit on wheelchair daily and he told me that i’ll not get any problem during this routeen as well as i started physiotheraphy of my legs and arms too but my legs are becoming tightern ,may be due to this but i continue my routeen of sitting on wheelchair and physiotharephy because i feel quite good by this routeen…………..

One more year about to pass. And i ami still the same as before.

God knows what is in my mystery box of life. But i am positive and waiting for a miracle.

THESE ARE MY RECENT PICTURES.

THIS IS MY CASE HISTORY

Funtoos friends

some friendships are always there to reminds the relationship you have with your closest friends. They say that friends are god’s way of making up for our families. You spend some of the best moments in your life with your friends – moments that you cannot imagine sharing with your family. You have done the silliest, the funniest and the most awkward things with them, things that you cannot even share with anyone else.

In the series of those besties , that was a unforgettable time when my friend vishal dangwal (Damri) came to meet me, that was such a awesome surprise for me.all my lovely memories were floating around my heart and mind at,that very time because we really enjoyed that very golden time period which we all spended and that time will never gets back but while seeing each other we use to feel that golden time period once again besides of that we all are living differently and totally seperate life style.

These memories will not only bring a smile to your face, they will also remind you of the fun times you cherished with your best friends.

There’s nothing more valuable in life than having friends who always stand at your side, no matter what happens. Unfortunately, true friends are quite rare. However, if you have a couple of friends who accompany you through the ups and especially the downs of life, you can count yourself a very fortunate person. Even more so, when there are a couple of true friends in your life, it’s incredibly important to celebrate this important friendship every now and then. At the same time, it’s important to let your friends know how important they are to you.
“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: ‘What! You too? I thought I was the only one.“
A lot has been said and written about friendship over the years, much of it unbearably sappy. Of course, friends mean a lot to us, and there’s a time and a place for those mushy expressions of BFF love. But there should also be a time to celebrate the fun side of friendship – the laughter, the good times, the glorious way of life………….

Thank you God💗

There was a bird who lived in a desert, very sick, no feathers, nothing to eat and drink, no shelter to live in. One day a dove was passing by, so the sick unhappy bird stopped the dove and inquired “where are you going?” it replied ” I am going to heaven”.

So the sick bird said “please find out for me, when my suffering will come to an end?” The dove said, “sure, I will.” and bid a good bye to the sick bird. The dove reached heaven and shared the message of the sick bird with the angel incharge at the entrance gate.
The angel said, “For the next seven years of its life the bird has to suffer like this, no happiness till then.”

The dove said, “When the sick bird hears this he will get disheartened. could you suggest any solution for this.”

The Angel replied, “Tell him to recite this verse *”Thank you God for everything.”* The dove on meeting the sick bird again, delivered the message of the angel to it .

After seven days the dove was passing again passing by and saw that bird was very happy, feathers grew on his body, a small plant grew up in the desert area, a small pond of water was also there, the bird was singing and dancing cheerfully. The dove was astonished. The Angel had said that there would be no happiness for the bird for the next seven years. With this question in mind the dove went to visit the angel at heaven’s gate.

The dove put forth his query to the Angel. The Angel replied, “yes it is true there was no happiness for the bird for seven years but because the bird was reciting the verse *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”* in every situation, his life changed.

When the bird fell down on the hot sand it said *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”*

When it could not fly it said, *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”*

When it was thirsty and there was no water around, it said, *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”*

Whatever the situation, the bird kept on repeating, *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”* and therefore the seven years got dissolved in seven days.

When I heard this story, I felt a tremendous shift in my way of feeling, thinking, accepting and viewing life.

I adopted this verse in my life. WHATEVER the situation I faced I started reciting this verse *”THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING”*. It helped me to shift my view from what i did not have to what i have in my life.

For instance; if my head pains I THANK GOD that the rest of my body is completely fine and healthy and I notice that the headache does not bother me at all.

In the same manner i started using this verse in my relationships (whether family, friends, neighbours, colleagues ) finance, social life, business and everything with which I can relate. I shared this story with everyone I came in touch with and it brought a great shift in their behaviour too.

This simple verse really had a deep impact on my life, i started feeling how blessed I am, how happy I am, how good life is.

*The purpose of sharing this message is to make all of us aware of how powerful the attitude of gratitude is*. It can reshape our lives.

Lets recite this verse continuously to experience the shift in our life.

So be grateful, and see the change in your attitude.

Be humble, and you will never stumble. – *Viral Vision*

That is the only reason I always feel myself to be positive at every tough and hard situations and want to all my nears and dears feel the same in there life. 💞

*💞”THANK YOU GOD, FOR EVERYTHING”*.💞

Love u zindagi💞

Gandhi once said: “Where there is love, there is life”. Love is human nature, it happens everyday and everywhere. Love is a word that can evoke many different images: family, friendship, romance or belief. However, no matter what forms love comes in, it motivates you all the time by inspiring your work, helping you overcome obstacles and changing you for the better.

Firstly, love gives you inspiration in our daily life. If you love something, you will do it a lot more easily. These things can either be small, regular like taking care for others or your family , important like pursuing your dream to become a shining star of your family.
I feel like love does exist but only when you find the person you are meant to be with for the rest of your life. Some people fall in love when they are young and some do not meet their special one until they are older. Regardless, finding someone that you truly love and want to be with forever is an amazing part of life. When you are with that special one; you fall in love in the blink of eye. Love was the most important thing in our life. Love could make our lives become wonderful because it could make me get closer to others, make us have goals to achieve and make our lives full of moving.

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses.You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness.When you arise in the morning, think of what a precious privilege it is to be alive – to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love.

In my life there’s only one thing I really, truly value: May be I can say that,there is a necessity of someone in my life who inspires me, who motivates me for my better tomorrow. Inspiration in its simplest form, really. I want someone to inspire me to be a better person. To push myself , in my life, in my beliefs, culture, and values as well as to try things I always said I wouldn’t. To read books I never thought I’d like, to go to a place I never wanted to visit, to eat a food I always swore off. I want someone to inspire me to be better.day by day,Every day. Because although self-motivation is important, sometimes our steam just runs out. Sometimes we need a person running alongside us, telling us we can keep going, that we can cross that finish line.

A strong feeling of attraction resulting from sexual desire, enthusiasm, or fondness.” But to me, love is not just a feeling, it is the way that you treat the ones you care for. Everyone should treat loved ones so considerately through their actions, that they will know that they are loved and cared for. Love in my eyes, is making that sacrifice for someone, knowing that you might regret it sooner or later. Love is how you make another feel much better then before in their life…..

May be This is the way, I actually want to love, the one I know the best. The one that no matter what happens in life I can turn to for support and understand, for an open ear or a shoulder to cry on. She’ll always be there for me and I’ll always be here for her. She has been with me through my whole life,for me and for my family too.
For me, love is definitely all I need. I love my family, my country and my life. I am sure that with time I will find a beloved one who will fill my life with joy……..

Let’s hope for the best because I feel I am positive in my life for my and my families better tomorrow …. 💞

Devine Teachers🌹

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good teacher can inspire hope, ignite the imagination, and instill a love of learning.” “A good teacher is like a candle – it consumes itself to light the way for others.
Let us remember: One book, one pen, one child, and one teacher can change the world. Of all the hard jobs around, one of the hardest is being a good teacher. Success is not a good teacher, failure makes you humble.

Lovable and sometimes intimidating figures, our teachers can present us with important life opportunities, inspire us to discover our vocation, and motivate and guide us along the way.

Some days we love them, other days we hate them for expecting too much from us. A teacher’s true appreciation comes with age. Too few of us understand a teacher’s value and effort while we are still students. We want to spend our time having fun, not doing tons of homework. We don’t realize yet that being good at something takes practice, but our teachers do.

It is when we mature that we truly admire these people and begin to recognize the positive difference they made in our lives. There comes a point where we start being thankful to all our teachers, good or bad, but the most memorable ones will always be the ones who believed in us when we didn’t believe in ourselves.

Everyone who encourage us for better life, and being helpful towards our important decisions of our life is a teacher. So this article is a hubble thanks to each and every teachers in my life.

Especially My Parents 😘😘🙏🙏🙏😘😘

Thanks for your kindness…………

Freezed again

Some time we feel the day we had not interact each other was the day like a birdlife without there wings, like a thrusty swan who lives in water but have too much thrust of there need……

Every one of us knows how painful it is to be called by malicious names, to have his character undermined by false insinuations, to be overreacted ,or to be neglected by those who rise in life, to be thrust on one side by those who have stronger wills and stouter hearts. Every one knows, also, the pleasure of receiving a kind look, a warm greeting, a hand held out to help in distress, a difficulty solved, a higher hope revealed for this world or the next. By that pain and by that pleasure let us judge what we should do to others…………

Thought much but not found any solution, well….,… Let’s the life gets the right time……. Waiting,………

Still waiting for some more time to get some positivity……..

SMILE ITSELF SAYS:-😁

S̾m̾i̾l̾e̾ s̾a̾y̾s̾:- I̾ a̾m̾ p̾o̾s̾i̾t̾i̾v̾e̾.

S̾m̾i̾l̾e̾ s̾a̾y̾s̾:- I̾ a̾m̾ a̾t̾t̾r̾a̾c̾t̾i̾v̾e̾.

S̾m̾i̾l̾e̾ s̾a̾y̾s̾:- I̾ a̾m̾ s̾t̾r̾o̾n̾g̾.

S̾m̾i̾l̾e̾ s̾a̾y̾s̾:-I̾ a̾m̾ m̾a̾j̾e̾s̾t̾i̾c̾.

S̾m̾i̾l̾e̾ s̾a̾y̾s̾:- I̾ a̾m̾ winner.

Smile says:-I am impressive.

Smile says:- I am powerful.

Smile says:- I am success.

Smile says:- I am happy.

Smile says:-I am satisfaction.

Smile says :- I am the wealth of your body.

Smile says:- I am the beauty of your face.

Smile says :- I am the beauty of practice.

Smile says :- I am the prosperity in your life. So always keep me with you and share me with your family and friends.

Smile says :- I am very simple but I can solve all the complications.
Smile says :- I am very soft but I have power to break the hardest rocks.

Smile says:- I am not small, I have an ability to change the world.

Smile says:- JUST TRY YOUR SMILE 😄.