A freezing day ,dated 30 DEC 2006.(reality of my life)

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This is my life story which i need to share with u all .my name is shantanu mishra ,a man full of dream and positivity ,lived in kanpur,Uttarpradesh,INDIA.
Now I am 30yrs old; but at the age of 19 (the age to achieve a lot) I just completed my hotel management.


On 30 DECEMBER 2006,There was a cold morning and also a freezing day for me, time was 9:00AM, I had a bike ride for 30Km approx. Suddenly i felt a strong sensation in my whole body while riding.suddenly I stopped my bike at the roadside and had a tablet of VICKS action500 with tea from nearby teastall.

After some rest ,I restart my bike with confidence, but a little way passed i realized the same feel again and I losting my grip over my bike and due to realizing this critical situation, i decided to get back home as soon as possible but on the way to my home,at the traffic signal i need to stop my bike,but unfortunatly i was unable to do so because my right foot was on the break ,but not working and becoming like freezed and twisted down .rather that with the help of my left leg i reached to nearer PCO. I made a first call to my friend and secondly to my father but i was feeling that something is happening to my body, at that time i feel like my lower portion from down to neck was becoming zero perhaps people looked At me and with the purpose to help me, they took me to the nearby hospital named,BHARGAV NURSING HOME.but my badluck was already started,thatswhy there was not even a single one doctor presented at that time to treat me. I become unconcious for 4-5minute ,local people found my father’s visiting card from my wallet and they ring my parents to pass the information about this incident,after some time they reached at hospital .

When my parents reached to the hospital, the time was 10:30am and I was treated by drip of glucose only and doctors advised me for MRI.My parents decided to get me up to nearby SURAJ Hospital ,but from there doctor reffered me to KMC HOSPITAL,where Dr.RAJIV KENT and PUNEET AGGARWAL attended me but due to several bottle of glucose my body becomed fluffy and people was thinking that i was getting fatty, after some days passed my body’s fluffyness shrinked and I become thin ,and due to this circumstancies between just 15days i had a bedsore on my hip area and doctors advised to took me up to my home because the treatment is allmost completed and they prescribe for daily exercise.

My fastfriend Mr.sourabh chorasiya and my father tried for a specialist advice from dr.NIRMAL PANDEY but unfortunatly and due to my badluck they were unable to meet doctor because he was out of India to attend some medical confrence.

Now my parents and family friends decided again to take one more chance at PGI LUCKNOW ,and we reached there,where DR.PRADHAAN attended me and after a full checkup he told us that “whatever dose is very essential for me between very first 15days was not given to me yet and the time was barded”because i already passed 40 -45 days And after that dr.Pradhaan told us to take a chance again for that very dose and started that perticular treatment(that was may be a course of 24 injection).

But again due to my badluck ,after 2-3 injection ,my body was not responding and that particular dose reacted me,like a very high fever(105 degree),shivering in my body and a type of small white ulcer at the chest area. because of these type of reactions doctors stopped that particular treatment.and whatever i was eating as my diet,was getting out in the form of fluff from those bedsore. and the doctors started to cure those bedsore beside of treating me of my acutual disease.

At that time the JUNIOR DOCTORS’S OF PGI ,disappointed me by opening my bedsore without any permission and knowledge ,and when they were unable to understand, how to dress,they leave my bedsore openly.that was a really very bad situation for me .against of this act ,DR .pradhaan got violently anger upon those juniors .

Dr.pradhaan declair the accutal disease from which i was suffering named(G.B.SYNDROME WITH MYELOPATHY ) and told us about this ,that both G.B.Syndrome and myelotis it happens very rearly in one person ,from which i am suffering and ensured us that watever treatment is possible through neurologhy was already applyed and nothing would be rest to be treated and now they adviced my parents to took me up to home or apply plastic surgery at those bedsore .on that very time the counting of those bedsore become 13 .

My doctors decided to discharge me but at that time my family was really faceing a crisise regarding finance also ,my father was very upset and after a meet with me,he came out and sit outside the PGI hospital for a while and searching for a solution. at that very time his phone rings ,and accidentally there was a call of one of his very good friend, my father attended the call and made him know about my disease only ,nothing else and that uncle show his cunsern at the back of anger and said to my father,”I am sending you something by hand with a faithful person and you have to except that”like this way every friend ,each one of my father’s friend, help a lot .This type of friendship is very rare to see in the world. They all neither help us morally nor financially also and we all are really very thankful to all of them.

Now I was transfered from PGI LUCKNOW TO R.K.DEVI HOSPITAL ,KANPUR. Where DR.ASHUTOSH BAJPIEE start his treatment of those only bedsores beside of my accutual disease. after some day doctor told my father about my only treatment of bedsore was going on as well as there was a symtoms of infection also, and my main disease is still as it is.and the treatment of only bedsore would be done at home also ,so that we have to get back to our house and better is to discharged.

Now we were at home and my dressing of bedsore was a part of life thrice a day and the tempreature of my body was always still constant on 105 degree +shivring all the time.and i was unable to eat a little bit because of the feel of vomit while seeing the food.

Dr.ashutosh bajpiee and Dr.navneet both came to my house to see me .and suggested for exercise also.after some days passed i was living just like of using double double blankets in summer and like of coolers in winter. after some month passed ,there was a winter season,My lovable sir MR.JAY KUMAR came with his family ,they came from CHENNI to KANPUR only to meet me and they gave me more power and strength by there prayers and with lots of blessing and cards and gifts sended by friends of my college and church. I felt very happy to saw all of them one more time in front of me. really i am always be very much thankful to all of them for there kind care and support.

I passed my futher two years with 105 degree fever and shivring in my body ,just for expecting a positive response.My parents used to study some ayurvedic books to take a chance and started following with some ayurvedic medicine,because of these medi dose my fever and shivring become down and i started eating of little bit and the time passed.my parents applyed homeopathy medicine also on me.whoever came to see me and advice ,my parents starts following them only with the hope of positive responce. Everybody started experiment on me and between all of them i was just hoping better for me with seeking eyes. but again the symtoms of nagativity appears and the flexibility of my body becomes tightern. The way of dressing these 13 bedsore held the same and the only thing passed is TIME.”approximatly five big years”.

In the year 2011 all my bedsore got cured and me also become quite healthy (healthy means as it is like before stage) then before but the main thing was the pelvic portion of right leg got infected and because of those bedsores in my whole back body like(2 bedsore was in knees,2 are in legs,2 are in elbows,2 are in hip area,1 was in back of chest area and 1 was in tail area) injured badly.my hands,legs and spinal cord become rigorous and bended because of this tightness i was unable to sit.we went many places to consult many doctors but we were unable to found any type of positive responce.

OUT OF ALL I LEARNED HOW TO USE MOBILE (ANYRIOD PHONE) WITH MY TONGUE.and due to my this special quality i was able to search and study about my disease and i was able to keep me in touch of many social sites and my friends also.This would feel me closer to my friends also.

due to some family problems only the routeen treatment are taking place. may be my parents dissappears,and at that time nobody used to restart the treatment beside of that particular routeen and i also does’t want any new experiment upon me.

Some more time passed . In 2014 AN AYURVEDIC DOCTOR,DR.GOYAL FROM KANPUR analysises my disease and prescribe some medicine for use.also he made a meet to some more doctors in LUCKNOW for the purpose of my that particular infection.and they all had a deep checkup of my that infected area and prescribe some more medicine to take ,but again my badluck i had, not even a single one persent of relief.

In 2015,i went to DELHI, where my family doctor, DR.ASHOK GUPTA OF ORTHOPATIC, promised me that ,he will made be able to sit properly on the chair.but the main thing was, my thigh area was very week to have any operating treatment .so he advised me to take proper diet to become little stronger . during that time period we went to AIIMS also,where doctors refused me to take even a single one look or attend.and we got back to kanpur.

now i started take care of my diet and health to become stronger then before and after a long period of two years again my family doctor Dr.Ashok Gupta reached kanpur to saw me and analysised that now i was quite healthy to be operated and he told me that he will try his level best ,and by operating treatment of my legs area,he will made be able to sit on the wheelchair and he asked me to arrive Delhi soon. We went for Delhi after 15 days where Dr.Ashok had a full checkup of my body and made a team of orthopadic Doctors to study my case history and desided to first operate a bone of left thigh .

Next day they cut the bone of my left thigh so that my left leg became straight as well as after 5 day they done the same with my right leg so that we saw the result and my both legs become straight positively.but the main infection was same as before.and my Doctor refused to operate that particular infected area because there was a chances of risk of life, but I want to remove this infection at any cost so , I myself prepared me and my parents to take a chance and had a talk to my Dr.Ashok Gupta .He told us about every nagative point either they had to cut my right leg or a risk of life too if they occupy an operation, but we were agreed for any result beside this to remove my leg.I request my doctor for trying there level best to remove the infection either of removing my leg and lets handle whatever would be happend after my this serious operation. I was ready for everything now.

Dr.Ashok gupta first consult to there Doctors team and they were also agreed for this operation. after two days they operate me and by the grace of God and my experinced doctor the operation were successful. but that particular infection was not fully removed .Now my doctor told me ,if that infected area release some fluff ,it indicates that infection is not fully removed either if it gets dry was a indication of removel of infection.

After some days my doctor and my father’s friend ordered for a wheelchair according to my comfort and after 15days of remaining treatment my doctor discharged me and i got back to kanpur again According to my doctor advice i have to sit on wheelchair daily and he told me that i’ll not get any problem during this routeen as well as i started physiotheraphy of my legs and arms too but my legs are becoming tightern ,may be due to this but i continue my routeen of sitting on wheelchair and physiotharephy because i feel quite good by this routeen…………..

One more year about to pass. And i ami still the same as before.

God knows what is in my mystery box of life. But i am positive and waiting for a miracle.



Pulwama attack

At least 40 CRPF jawans were killed and dozens injured in an improvised explosive device (IED) blast in Awantipora, Pulwama district in Jammu and Kashmir. This is the worst attack on India’s armed forces since the Uri airbase attack in 2016.

Banned terrorist organisation, allegedly backed by Pakistan, Jaish-e-Mohammed (JeM) has claimed responsibility.

Two buses in the CRPF convoy were targetted in a high-intensity IED blast. A CRPF official told news agency ANI, “There were 70 vehicles in the convoy and one of the vehicles came under attack. The convoy was on its way from Jammu to Srinagar.”

Now all indians are in heavy and strong condolences and seeking a revenge over there in order to this cowardice. These terrorists will be given a unforgettable lesson for there heinous act.
A grieving nation expects Prime Minister Narendra Modi’s government to take revenge against the perpetrators of this heinous act. Our Prime Minister has clearly said today that neighbouring Pakistan has made the biggest mistake and our army has been given full freedom to strike back at a time and place of its own choice. Modi has said, “sacrifices of our martyrs will not be in vain, and the perpetrators of this heinous attack will be given an unforgettable lesson”.

This is Indian soldiers, many of our brave men have been martyred and many other wounded. This is Indian soldiers who served themselves against bharat mata. We have deeply condolences to all the families of those bravery soldiers who martyred. Jai hind. Jai bharat.

Tough time

Some time we feels that our life is going good, but If you are going through Hard Times. Let it be because these are Like a Washing Machine, They Twist, Turn and Knock Us Around, But In The End we Come Out Cleaner, Brighter and Better Than Before. Hard times don’t create heroes. Hard times may have held you down, but they will not last forever.

Don’t just learn, experience.

Don’t just read, absorb.

Don’t just change, transform.

Don’t just relate, advocate

Don’t just promise, prove.

Don’t just criticize, encourage.

Don’t just think, ponder.

Don’t just take, give.

Don’t just see, feel.

Don’t just dream, do.

Don’t just hear, listen.

Never loose hope, and always be positive.

Maaa papa

When you see in your parents seeking eyes,that Will always Inspire You to Believe in Yourself. “When you’re different, sometimes you don’t see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. “As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.” “You cannot be lonely if you like the person you’re alone with.But building self-confidence takes time. So if you need a quick shot of it,

  1. Just pick a goal, a goal you truly want to achieve, and take a clear-eyed look at your weaknesses–not so you’ll feel less confident, but so you can determine exactly what you need to work on. Then get to work. Celebrate small successes. Analyze your weaknesses. Keep going. As you gain skill, you’ll also gain a feeling of genuine confidence, one that can never be taken away–because you’ve earned it.”
  2. “Don’t waste your energy trying to change opinions … do your thing, and don’t care if they like it.
  3. Don’t wait until everything is just right. It will never be perfect. There will always be challenges, obstacles, and less than perfect conditions. So what? Get started now. With each step you take, you will grow stronger and stronger, more and more skilled, more and more self-confident, and more and more successful.”

Get through of with your positivity…………

dragon of life

1.The real killer.

All too often we don’t think we are worthy of the things we desire. Sometimes we think we don’t know enough and we have to keep chasing new degrees and certifications. Sometimes we think that no matter how much learning, we just aren’t smart enough.

Stop that right now. Whenever you get these kinds of thoughts, remember more often than not we underestimate our abilities. It’s just how our brains are wired. You may be doubting how smart and worthy you are, but know that the people around you are most likely more than happy to have you at the table. Shake it off and remind yourself of your worth.

2. I have to prove myself to my parents, my friends, and my community in order to feel successful.

It is so natural to want to live up to the expectations of the people that matter to us. We want to show our parents that we can be successful. We can’t help but compare ourselves to our friends. And we want our communities to be proud of us.

3. I don’t have a superpower that sets me a part from others.

Yes, you do! It’s all a matter of finding out what you do better than anyone else. Each of us lives a life full of unique experiences. The way you personally approach the world lends you specific strengths and skills.

Don’t believe me? I don’t blame you. Even though your superpower might be right under your nose, it’s often hard to recognize it in ourselves without a little outside help. It might take a little work, but in time you can unleash your genius.

4.I am not passionate about anything.

Finding your passions and your purpose in this world is what life is all about. All it takes is a decision from you to make it a priority. If you feel passionless, it means you’re probably stressed out. Don’t give up, and in the meantime, make it a passion to find your purpose.

The main think I want to say is just feel your power and use truely with positivity.

Be brave, be positive. Because u can and you really will get your goal.

Words eligibility

However day come and go, such words of our known and unknown persons do have importance in our life, some time it gives the reason to feel good and smile and….. Some time it hurts,….. Really hurts.

And we have to survive with those words………………..

Now I have no words……………

But i am positive with my life and trying to live with all. 😐😐😐😐😐😐

Funda to modify life.

21 ideas -:

1. Detoxify your speech. Reduce the use of cuss words. Be polite.
2. Read everyday. Doesn’t matter what. Choose whatever interests you.
3. Promise yourself that you will never talk rudely to your parents. They never deserve it.
4. Observe people around you. Imbibe their virtues.
5. Spend some time with nature everyday.
6. Feed the stray animals. Yes, it feels good to feed the hungry.
7. No ego. No ego. No ego. Just learn, learn and learn.
8. Do not hesitate to clarify a doubt. “He who asks a question remains fool for 5 minutes. He who does not ask remains a fool forever”.
9. Whatever you do, do it with full involvement. That’s meditation.
10. Keep distance from people who give you negative vibes but never hold grudges.
11. Stop comparing yourself with others. If you won’t stop, you will never know your own potential.
12. “The biggest failure in life is the failure to try”. Always remember this.
13. “I cried as I had no shoes until I saw a man who had no feet”. Never complain.
14. Plan your day. It will take a few minutes but will save your days.
15. Everyday, for a few minutes, sit in silence. I mean sit with yourself. Just yourself. Magic will flow.
16. In a healthy body resides a healthy mind. Do not litter it with junk.
17. For one month, eat home cooked meals.
18. Keep your body hydrated at all times. Practice drinking 8–10 glasses of water.
19. Make a habit to eat at least one serving of raw vegetable salad on a daily basis.
20. Take care of your health. “He who has health has hope and he who has hope has everything”.
21. Life is short. Life is simple. Do not complicate it. Don’t forget to smile.😇.

But main thing is always BE POSITIVE.

Some time, some day

Some time,some one’s way of living is quite Inspirational for us to live.which made us feel our limitation—it’s not only our imagination but the reality of life, so Push yourself, because no one else is going to do it for you.

Sometimes later becomes never. Great things never come from comfort zones. So Dream it. Success doesn’t just find you. The harder you work for something,is the only way to find your success…….

So be brave, never let u feel disappointed. And try your level best. Your success is just on the way.

So always be positive and made ur surrounding positive.